Hey dude, I just want to say I want to make a final and proper apology for being a douchebag and any pain I might've caused. There's a 99% chance that you won't see this, but I just want you know I'm sorry. Cheers.
Remember me from Discord? Look, I just wanna ask you something, why would you do this to people on Wikia? Why would you threaten people in such a messed up way? Why would you flirt with an underage user? Why are you misogynistic? Why are you like this? Did something happen to you? You're sick, man. You need help! You're not okay! I can't believe you would do something like this! I know this, because someone texted me in Direct Messages in Discord, and sent me an expose about you! I was shocked by the sick truth of you! What caused you to do all this? This'll be the last time I talk to you, I hope you'll get some help soon.
Hi Sandgar, I couldn't help but notice that you took down a thread that was about you because it could affect you negatively here. You labeled it as attacking a user (when that's actually what it seems like you did to Goldie here), and posting inappropriate info (when this was actually your doing with your pedophiliac behavior). I recommend putting that thread back up as right now it looks like you are trying to hide something. If you weren't trying to hide anything, you would have closed it instead of removing it.
Veenster, I am removing that thread because it was an attack, and was taken out of context. I am not reposting, and his ban was necessary. Also, wikia staff can not and will not do anything because it is all screenshots, and they are not applicable for anything. So do not tell me what I can and cannot do, when this is a major attack on me, and im tring to control it. I have already told others on the discord what is really going on, but I am not leaving info here because it can be used against me in real life.
Also Andie is using this as a weapon because of these reasons, which was given to User:Terrios528
Talking shit about private schools.
Being shit to admins and wiki's (like always).
Making a lot of users cry.
He wanting me to get rid of my parents and siblings.
^ do you know how much it hurts to be told to get rid of your family
This is the reason for these things coming out and being a major attack like this. Also the last thing, was because she was being abused by her parents, including her dad chasing her with a knife down her street, which actual police showed up for. Either way. This was majorly out of context unless something showing how she also agreed to all of this. Either way. This is done. She did her damage. I am fucking done with her, and she needs to stay away from me.
Sandgar wrote: Veenster, I am removing that thread because it was an attack, and was taken out of context. I am not reposting, and his ban was necessary. Also, wikia staff can not and will not do anything because it is all screenshots, and they are not applicable for anything. So do not tell me what I can and cannot do, when this is a major attack on me, and im tring to control it. I have already told others on the discord what is really going on, but I am not leaving info here because it can be used against me in real life.
Staff isn't my concern here, I know they wouldn't do anything in this case. What I am saying, is that what you are doing seems awfully shady from my point of view. If this user truly was attacking you and you are innocent, then there is a much better way in getting through all this than removing the thread from existence.
Also, it doesn't seem as much of an attack on you, but instead an attack from you and onto Goldie. From my view, this was all well deserving. A user tried to show your true colors but you won't let them because you know you messed up and don't want to lose your position here.
Man, she was consenting to all of this too man. And I made a mistake. I am trying to do damgage control, and yeah, this is shady and all, but I have some real world consquences that I don't want to get fucked up for because of a person wanting to get back at me for petty shit. So please let me do this once, and just let me have peace. I am not even a major part of this wiki anymore, and need a break from the stress. Just know I have told the truth, and need a break.
Sorry, I assumed you were talking about the vote, because that is what you were here before. I didn't mean to assume. I have been too busy to handle vandalism recently, but we have fine and dandy admins who have it. I mostly monitor during the night.
Well, ask me some questions, or we can move to chat. I just ask if you talk to me. To post my responses on the thread, damning or not. I want people to know who I really am, without people describing me.
So I am seeing that I am not going to get unblocked. I know I did a lot of bad on TLH wiki. I know I screwed up a lot, and sometimes I can be an ass, and sometimes my views can hurt people's feelings, but I really just like you all to know that even though I can be unrulely, and sometimes get mad at others. I am not always that way. I am not perfect. No one is. People like Flash of Memory have seen my bad side just like you all. Situlations were different at Gravity Falls wiki. The reason I got banned so many times, was yes, I got mad about me not getting admin rights. But this all started because we were low of admin, and it was just hard to keep people from spamming. I used it for my own power wants. I am quite power hungry, but it is because I want change. Sometimes the want for power makes me crazy. I can't help it sometimes. Gravity Falls wiki, and Happy Tree Friend wiki at the times I joined both, were all about admins having the only say. Made me thing I had to be admin for any change. I made this wiki were you could speak up, and you could bring your opinion out. I wanted normal users to have a major part in the wiki. This whole belief is why I wanted to work on new wikis. Well Gravity Falls wiki fell apart on me because I angred the wrong people, pissed off the main admins, and not shutting up when I was suppose to. It gave me a bad reputation, and for the most part, I had half the wiki on my side, and half the wiki not. The main reason the wiki fell apart was because of my attacks on Flash of Memory over his constant womanizering, and the sexual harrassment of a user. We tried getting him demoted or even banned, but that only got a temporary removal of his rights. Me and him have never been on the same terms. For TLH wiki. I apologize to all the users who I have wrong, been rude to, or just pissed off. I really wish things didn't fall apart. I would of really liked to have known you all in a much better light. It all just fell down on me. After my demotion, and all the hurtful things people said about me, and the arrival of emma. I just couldn't take the stress from very low Internet, people constantly antagonizing me, and knowing a bunch of people didn't like me. I had a kind of mood spiral, and that is why I snapped when I did. I just couldn't take it anymore, and I just outbursted. Until very recently, I was on the discord even after my ban, and everything was going fine, until Flash of Memory came to head again, and Veenster warning me to stop, and I didn't stop, because I didn't want Juan to get away again with his dark past. So I got banned again, and now I am here. Writing this long explanatory thing. This probably will help no one vote to allow me to come back. I just hope you all do forgive me though. That is one thing I have a lot of blessings in. I can forgive almost anyone. I just hope you all can forgive me.
I know you probably don't want to talk to me after what happened a couple weeks back. But please consider the following:
Despite your many edits on that TLH wiki, you have been banned patently for rudeness. Im not saying you are a rude person in general, but I'm just saying you may want to work on it. Again, no offense. Also, here's something you may want to know -- I wouldn't have exploded on you like that if I wasn't allowed to. I got approval of a select few before letting it it on you. It wasn't all directed at you exactly, although it LOOKED and FELT that way. Also, understand that I don't know why you would "lose respect for me" or other people. One, we were trying to do our job, but with all the drama on chat, it was difficult to do such. Secondly, that statement was probably a big factor in your ban. I wouldn't have supported your ban (or at least an infinite one) if it wasn't for that last sentence prior to your ban. You said: "F_ck you." To everyone on chat.
Please, keep editing. Just because you were blocked from the TLH wiki does not mean you're blocked globally. You can still make a good impact on, um... *ahem* other wikis. Again, I know you are probably top notch p*ssed at me, but just take this as a chance to correct yourself, rather than a burden.
You don't know much about why im not editing much, and also, I may get unblocked. Me and veenster have been talking and stuff, and I may have an appeal come out. The discord has been proving to be a good proving ground for myself, and about me maybe coming back so I can chat on the chat. My Internet has been really slow since I left TLH wiki, and I have not edited much because of it. I have also been focusing on a newer wiki that I just created. Even if I did say fuck you, that wouldn't have counted for an infinite ban, that should of been a month ban at the most. Also the major reason I was acting so belligerent was mostly Emma. He was trolling me and other users, and got a bunch of users against me. His actions made me get very angry, and I have low self control when I'm angry. I wish you had banned the real problem on the wiki. If you rememeber before Emma joined. I was not a major problem to the wiki, and may have been a little more stern about my feelings, but never someone who caused enough trouble to get permanently banned. I feel emma changed us all. You were much different after he joined too. We use to be really close friends, but then everything went down hill. I know it is not good to blame it on one person, but then again, sometimes it is right to blame it all on one person, who causes a major problems, even if they are hidden.